crisp: (Cartwheel)
Done with diet. 76 kg. Am awesome.
Must take care to preserve this weight.
And win the heart of the cute, quite possibly straight, bespeckled and philosophically/theologically waxful boy whose eye I caught on the train and who shares most of my classes.
The second resolve is more or less optional.
Perhaps wishfully thought as well.

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Am reading Wuthering Heights. As a result, Kate Bush has nestled her eerie voice in my head. (All the people in my immediate surroundings are annoyed by this as well. While I can convey the... spirit of the song, my voice was not designed to carry that high-altitude tune.) Also, I think the wind of the wily moors has crawled into my hair, because ever since I picked up the book, it refuses to behave. When I put myself in front of a mirror, I can get it to 'windswept in a cool way'. Whenever I stop looking at it, however, it automatically reverts back to 'exploded'.
The book is absolutely lovely, though. I love how Heathcliff and the original Catherine are absolutely horrid characters, except when they're bouncing off against one another.

Books Read: The Good Soldier, by Ford Maddox Ford; Wuthering Heights, by Emily Brontë
Current Music: Don't You Want Me, by Lea Michele and Darren Criss
crisp: A bared boy leaning against a mirror with his forehead. (Mirror)
(Well, dramatically put. Mostly, I violated the rules of my diet.) I was at the end of my Break Week ("because we musn't allow your body to grow used to only 500 cal. a day"), which meant I could eat a 500 cal. dinner (give or take) without carbs for seven days. Paradoxically, it left me more hungry in the evenings. I've been amazing at curbing my appetite and Not Eating All the Stuff I Want, but yesterday evening something snapped and I shovelled a handful of mocca-flavoured chocolate beans in my mouth.
It was delicious. BUT
Oops.
Reading the label was a sobering experience. 900 cal. per 100 gr. Yikes.
The transgression did give me the impetus to go to the gym this morning and work extra hard. Still. (Is impetus even a word? It's too late to go and check it.)
Tomorrow, I'll meet with my dietician. We'll see what the damage is.

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I'm all for protesting, but a half-baked occupation of the building I have classes in at NINE IN THE MORNING?
Not cool, people, not cool. Especially because it meant that particular class was cancelled and I could've been doing something useful like studying sleeping.

Book Read: Heart of Darkness, by Joseph Conrad
crisp: A bared boy leaning against a mirror with his forehead. (Mirror)
I have very inflammatory skin. It reacts badly to:
  • lack of sleep;
  • lack of sun;
  • lack of happy;
  • lack of fresh air;
  • all food except for vegetables.
It started when I was 16, littering my forehead with red blotches and yellow needlepoints. It reached its pinnacle when I was eighteen, when it had drifted to my cheeks and my chin. Nowadays, after a mercifully brief stint on my neck, it has moved on to my shoulders, chest and upper back, though at a greatly reduced rate than they used to crop up. Sure, there's still the occasional outbreak on my face, but on the whole, it stays below the collar-line. With my new diet, it's almost all gone. Keyword: almost.
I sometimes wonder if it will just keep on spreading, drifting lower and lower until it will reach my hands and feet. (The feet, of course, at a significantly later moment in time.) I sincerely hope not, but sometimes, my mind runs away with me and I imagine shaking someone's hand as a man of thirty and then the boils on my fingertips will pop and...
As I said, it's not as bad as it once was. I will hold on to that.

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After handing in my second thesis proposal, I went to see Tangled. Loved it. Flynn was... well. Well. Let's just say I would've gone for the smolder.
Anyway. Mother Gothel was suitably scary, both from a child's point of view and an adult's point of view - emotional abuse much? Rapunzel herself was adorable - though I do have to wonder, if she spent her entire life in a tower, when did she learn how to swim?

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